On-call week has almost ended. It wasn’t so bad but it just messes up my whole schedule. Right now, I am looking forward to working out in the morning. Probably I will just run. I need to clear my mind. As I think about my venture, I get more nervous. As I count the days when I will get the last paycheck, I wonder if quitting corporate world is right. What if I fail? Odds are against me. I am on a pretty decent upward career move. By taking time away from corporate world, will I destroy my career? Will I start from beginning? What happens when job interviewer asks me, why did my business failed?
Yes these are negative questions but they cannot let me sleep. I am being laid off but I am sure I can get another decent job in this market without too much wait.
But I know if I don’t do try to go on my own, I will always wonder what it could have been. Will my venture be like going to business school? Learn life’s lessons while getting paid a little bit money. Perhaps I am so nervous cause I have no idea where to start. I am writing this because I am trying to get my head staright. DO NOT READ IT!!! My blog is not for making money but it is an open diary. So sometimes I just write without filtering my thoughts.
Okay this week I will do following for my business:
- Figure a decent backup & recovery plan for my websites
- Find non-tech business groups & network with them
This is like approaching a hot girl, fear of failure is worse than failure. 
